I didn't mean to neglect you for so long! I am so sorry my loyal follower(s). There should be a little button over there -------> for those of you that would like to follow and keep up with the blog!
Life has been a little hectic around here. I just started watching a beautiful little peanut whom both B and I adore. But it has limited my ability to get 'er done during the day-we have made progress on our project, but it is not quite finished, so you will have to wait another day. I am not complaining at all! This is part of what is allowing me to be able to stay home and work on things with my family and home. I think today is a great day to share our whole story.
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I always thought this looked like she was saying "YES!" |
When we found out we were expecting, we were ecstatic! We wanted to tell our families together and I happened to be graduating with my masters in Education the same weekend as my 30th birthday. After graduation, we gave my mother, and my mother and father-in-law a present as a thank you for their support during the two years of getting my masters. They were Brewers booties and it took a second, but they quickly realized what we were trying to say!
The pregnancy was a little rough on me. I gained A LOT of weight and I was sick a lot, so I felt pretty miserable. However, it wasn't until August of that year that was really difficult.
We went for our ultrasound at about 20 weeks and we were meeting with our doctor immediately afterwards for our appointment. The tech took what I thought was a long time taking pictures and then after waiting quite a bit, they sent us on our way. I had read that the doctor would come talk to you if there were any issues, but they didn't, so I was relieved. The relief was short lived, to say the least.
When we met with the doctor, whom we love and has been absolutely amazing, she said something that I will never forget. "Did the doctor come talk to you?" I quickly looked at my husband, panicked. "No."
"They found something in the scan. It looks like your baby has water on the brain, or hydrocephalus." I knew someone that had this, he went to my mother's church. He did not lead an independent life, but had lived much longer than doctors thought he would. His head was very large and I remembered having a conversation with my mom about it when I was little. I remembered the words 'water on the brain' and that was all I could think of.
The doctor told us that she wanted us to meet with the perinatologist and the nurse would come and set up the appointment. There were more words and discussion, but I don't really remember many of them. I do remember that the nurse came in and immediately had an appointment set up for the next day.
The following days and weeks were filled with heartache and tears and anger and confusion. I will continue this story, but in the interest and respect for your time, I will stop here for today. But one more picture of our beautiful baby girl and let you know that we are building our happy ending, day by day!
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Happy baby! |